you are so very special / Lynette Holdgrafer (friend of your mama )Read >>
you are so very special / Lynette Holdgrafer (friend of your mama )
we remember u on this very special day because u touched so many lives and will always be in our hearts. I hope you mama gets many angel kisses on this day. also give my special angel Lisa a big hug and kiss from me and hope u both have a very special day on your angel day..... Close
On this day / Kelsey Blouin (sisters friend )Read >>
On this day / Kelsey Blouin (sisters friend )
Sean, Today is a day in which you are remembered by many including myself. I have heard stories about your laughter and bright smailes and to this very second it warms my heart. You are such a brilliant soul and i know that you continue to live on in the minds and hearts of the people in who you have touched. I am one of them. I didint quite know you, but the first time i ever seen a picture of you i knew that you had to be a lockhart. Your radiant smile caught me off guard. At first i had no understanding of who you were, or what had happened to you, the only thing i ever saw was your bright eyes and grand smile. After hearing about what had happened, i had no idea how your smile was so bright. Till this day you are my hero. Although i never knew you, i feel as though i have. You have touched my heart so greatly and you have given me faith to live the most happiest life i can. Your sister is doing great, yet on this day i promise i will be there giving her hugs and holding her up while she thinks of you. Your mom, well shes pregnant and looks beautiful as always. Look over her and the new baby for us. Your dad, well hes your typical habs fan if you knw what i mean. But hes an amazing man who loves you very much. All together your family that i know are doing well and i promise that ill be there for them. But please promise that you will look after them
Prince of Happiness and Love / Carrie Wright
Mylene only a baby that knows he is loved so much can give such smiles and happiness. What a darling! I remember been in so much pain and asking God HOW he could ask any mother to live through and with this pain - physical and emotional. It was just TOO much - I don't think we ever get through it - we just learn to live with it and manage it as time goes by, we almost numb ourselves or part of us becomes numb I don't know which - but I certainly don't think time heals! Hold on and God WILL lead you through this Valley gently and slowly. Your love for your son and your Tribute are a testimony that there is NO END TO LOVE - and that is all there is and all we take and all we come here to give. You have given well my friend. I hold you in my prayers and wait for the Crown of Righteousness we surely will attain when we meet our children waiting for us. I think HOPE has become something that I live with daily now more than before and am sure God knows.xxxxx God bless you and keep your family and kisses to SEAN Braveheart xxxxxxx Close
Thank you / Valerie Margand (none)
Thank you for sharing so much of your son Sean's life. My daughter passed away at 11 months old from multiple birth defects. This happened 2000-2001 and here I am sitting crying remembering her through your experiences. The pain is still so very real, although things do get easier. I am writing you because no one can really understand who hasn't been there. I am especially referring to your mention of being unable to recount the last months here. I remember the doctors trying so hard (over 8 surgeries) and things would seem to get better sometimes, but we often questioned the pain that was endured. Sometimes it almost seemed that they were trying too hard. We finally ended up having to make the decision to not undergo further surgeries, etc. Sometimes I second guess myself about this, but mostly I feel that it was right. I hope that you have peace and support and that you let yourself cry whenever you need to. I am glad to see that you have a new little one. I have had two more children in the meantime, and while they can never replace what was lost, the joy, love and sometimes sheer distraction of them has helped me to heal. Thanks for listening. Love and Peace to you and your family, Valerie Close
Joyeux Noël et Bonne Année mon Coco D'amour / Maman (maman)
Allo mon Coco d'amour, maman didn't forget about you on Christmas, it was just harder to stop by your site on that day. I went to visit you and had your candle burning all day. Grand-maman and Grand-papa brought some beautiful flowers for you. Grand-maman/papa, daddy and I, sent money to Sainte-Justine's for your Christmas present (in your name) and to help other little children. It was a bitter sweet day, the sweet part was seeing Scott open his gifts and just watching him all day with the tree and the people, and celebrating his 1st birthday. The bitter part was not having you with us physically and also knowing you never got to celebrate your first birthday. I thank God every night for having blessed us with 2 wonderful boys, and even though you may not be here physically you will forever be a part of me and our family, and we will make sure you are never fogotten. I brought your Christmas tree on your grave site and you also have your own one at home with special angels and ornaments. I miss you so, so much and wish with all my heart you were here with us, but that day will come, when I will be with you for eternity. Love You Forever and Always mon Coco d'Amour xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx maman Close
Happy 3rd Birthday / Kelly George (Auntie)
Happy Birthday little guy! You would now be 3 and surely would be a great friend and cousin for Kiana at our family get togethers. Your picture on my fridge reminds me everyday of how lucky we are to have 2 healthy children. I know you are a happy angel now watching over all of us. We miss you VERY much.
Love Your Auntie Kelly, Uncle Andrew, Kiana and Kyler xoxo Close
HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN SEAN / Capri Walker (angelmomfrien to mom )Read >>
HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN SEAN / Capri Walker (angelmomfrien to mom )
sean, u sweet baby. just wanted to wish u a 3rd birthday in heaven.ur family misses u but we all know ur happy and well and having a blast. i'm sure my cary, joshua and shawn are right there helping u celabrate.. have a great birthday..send a angel kisses to u mama.. capri Close
How I wish I could be celebrating with you today, watching you open presents and eat cake and ice cream. Since I can't be with you physically today, auntie Cindy and I are going to Sainte-Justine's Hospital to bring balloons to every child in the intensive care unit. I had big smiley faces prepared for today for the children and I will also bring some nice bright red ones for you, with auntie Cindy, grandmaman and Scott and we will release them for you to catch my sweetheart ! Red is for our love !!!! In what will seem like a blink of an eye we will be reunited someday for eternity ! Have fun today with all your angel friends and eat LOTS of cake and ice cream. LOVE U FOREVER & ALWAYS Mon Coco d'Amour !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maman, Daddy, Kaitlyn, Scott xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
sean♥/ Kelsey Blouin (sisters friend )
Sean. we never met, but ive heard so much amazing things about you. Everything iver heard about you, has made me realise that you are one of my heroes. No matter what picture or story i have heard about you, you always were smilling or bringing smiles to peoples faces. You had a bigger problem then a lot of people recive and still you were happy.
Happy Halloween Mon Coco d'amour ! / Maman
Allo mon Coco, wishing you a Happy Halloween ! I know you already have the perfect costume, a beautiful Angel !
"A Pair of Shoes" / Maman
~ Mothers hold their children's hands for just a little while ...but their hearts forever ~
"A Pair of Shoes"
I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
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FOREVER IN MY HEART AND SOUL ! LOVE YOU, Maman xxxxxx Close
Sweet baby Sean / Michele Adam (gramma 2 angel Jordan )
Hello sweet baby boy! Bet ur having fun with my Jordan playing in the clouds with our Heavenly Father....give my Jpordan a hug & kiss frm me and send angel kisses 2 ur Mommmy. Your family is in my heart and prayers...God Bless you all and may you find Peace...XOXO Close
What a beautiful, happy, brave little man! / Kelli ((wife to angel Scott Hill) )Read >>
What a beautiful, happy, brave little man! / Kelli ((wife to angel Scott Hill) )
My heart goes out to you all for your loss. Your son's smile is the most amazing I have ever seen! What a wonderfully happy little boy. He knows your love and it shows. He is now in Heaven free from pain and filled with the love you all give to him. You are all in my prayers. Close
My heart knows your pain / Laura Hobbs (Angel Mom )
Mel, I lost my 22-year-old daughter, Erica, on 6-6-2006, in a rollover auto accident. She was the love of my life, my only biological child, my best friend and my soul mate. My heart will never be the same. I know your pain and I ache for you and will hold you in my heart and in my prayers. We should NEVER have to say goodbye to our children, it just isn't right, but no matter how old they were or how long we had them, we do thank God for every breath they took, every minute we had them to hold and love and cherish. May God bless you with peace, love and the courage to go forward. It is not an easy road, and one we travel daily and we all do differently. With much love from one angel mom to another. Close
my heart goes to all of you / Terry (no relation )Read >>
my heart goes to all of you / Terry (no relation )
My 5 year old daughter saw your son's picture in "The Gazette" "mommy she yells did he die?" I told her yes. She started crying. Babies don't die she says, only old people. SHe has a 13month old sister. She insisted to cut out his picture and keep it with her. She wanted to give him a gift. I told the best gift would come from her heart. She drew a heart and wrote "I love you". She didn't know your son, nor I, she lost her grandfather not long ago and has asked many questions about death. SHe kept asking me why? I told her he was probably sick. GOd throws us these difficult situations in life - they say it's because you can handle it. I cannot begin to understand what you all must be going thru. One thing I learned from this, I have two healthy daughters and God help me to appreciate everything I have. THANK YOU. Keep on being strong, he is proud of his family. my sincere condolences and God bless you all. Close
I wanted to share with you my personal thoughts on today, my life, my message to my son Sean. Mon Coco d'amour, it's been 2 years since I last had a chance to hold you in my arms, giving you kisses and stroking your beautiful blond hair. Your courage and strength are something that I will always remember you by, you are my hero, my champion, mon Coco d'amour. The memories have been flooding back for the last couple of days. Yesterday in particular, because it was the day I had that gut feeling something was going to go wrong and sure enough that evening at 7:15 pm you crashed, had a tacycardia attack at over 255 while the nurse and I were turning you on your side like we did hundreds of times before. I remember so clearly your eyes turning to glass, blank, the nurse pushing the code blue button, and everyone rushing in, and me rushing out. Then in the hallway all I could hear was; again, again, again. They were using the defibrilator. An aide came to move me away from the hallway and brought me to the nurses station where I waited for what seemed a million years not knowing if you were still alive or not. They put me in the doctor's lounge and there I waited, I saw grandmaman arrive, she waited along with me. I cried, was shaking, had to lie down. The doctors later came in to tell me that you were still alive, barely. She had tried chest compressions, but it was very difficult because you had had surgery the week before and 4 days before this they had just closed up your chest. You were stable, but critical, your daddy arrived at some point, I can't remember when I called him. He was home with Kaitlyn. We were allowed to go see you for a bit, everything was a mess in the room, liquids everywhere, syringes, etc. They had your eyes covered with a cloth because of the bright lights, and your eyelids were flickering underneath. After 2 months of fighting you were exhausted and it was just not fair that you had to go through all of this, you deserved so much better. We were told to go get some rest and the 3 doctors would spend the night with you and let us know if anything happened. We had requested no more recessitation if it were to happen. When I got to the floor where I stayed, daddy went back home to Kaitlyn, and I stayed with grandmaman. I remember going to the balconey where we were allowed to smoke, because I had started again and fell to my knees on the balconey where I cried and wanted to scream, and asked God that if it was your time to wait till I was with you, and that I was okay with letting you go, after such a long fight you needed your peace and rest. I slept, not sure how much, and then grandmaman and I were in your room around 5 or 6 am, I think. Your daddy arrived, then the whole family was there. Daddy kept on looking at the tests results hoping something would change, but it just got worse, your heart rate was going lower and all I wanted was to hold you. So, they brought in a rocking chair, moved the other child in the room to another room, so the whole family could be by your side. Daddy opened up all the blinds to let in all the sunlight, the doctors and nurses started removing IV's and what they could without you leaving us, until they put you in my arms. Daddy finally let you go with an aching that I've never seen again before, and they put you in my arms, where I rocked you and smelled you and just LOVED you. You left this earth in my arms where you needed to be, I needed you to be there. Today, I went to visit you. Woke up in the morning it was pouring rain, then it started clearing up. When I got there, I cleaned your stone, put a blue butterfly in your vase and a single white rose for your purity and then sat down to write to you. There you were, you came to visit me, the rays of sun came shining down on my face. I smiled, I knew it was you sending me a great big hug, there's no other explanation, not to me. I love you dearly and will always and forever hold you in my heart till we meet and I get to hold you again. LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS Maman xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
And you had to leave behind all those you dearly loved
You had so much to live for, you had so much to do . . .
It still seems impossible that God was taking you.
And though your life on earth is past, in Heaven it starts anew
You'll live for all eternity, just as God has promised you.
And though you've walked through Heaven's gate
We are never far apart
For every time I think of you,
You're right here, deep with-in my heart.
Je T'aime mon Coco d'amour, pour toujours ! Maman xxxxx Close
Dedicated to the mothers who have lost a child & have somehow survived / Maman (maman)Read >>
Dedicated to the mothers who have lost a child & have somehow survived / Maman (maman)
"My Mom is a Survivor"
My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I can hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others... a smile of disguise! But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom through Heaven's open door... I try to tell her that angels protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her... or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her... and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says... no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal.
By Kaye Des'Ormeaux October 15, 1998
Dedicated to the mothers who have lost a child & have somehow survived Close
So Sad for your loss / Michele~ Gramma To Angel (passerby)Read >>
So Sad for your loss / Michele~ Gramma To Angel (passerby)
May you angel watch over you and guide you thru the darkness. Precious angel Sean...please visit my angel's memorial at: http://jordan-ezra-taffe.memory-of.com/ and lite a candle for these sweet lil angels. Peace and blessings to you. Close
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